Diva gets to face tragic reality (still have dreams tho)

 I have been kind of confused lately because is kind of overwhelming think of what i would live in the future, i don't know if is enough and well paid jobs in arts area. I study history and theory of arts and even i would like to live of this and maybe work at a gallery, I think is difficult to get a good job and earn some money about this. I wish i could study a year to be a teacher but with this career Im not sure if i can.Im not sure anyway if i would like to study something after this career and if i did it would be something really different like teacher of english, but i have the credit of the state and i don't want to debt more money that i don't even have.

I make memes or images with texts (not necessary funny )they are mostly tragic, very femcel, depressed hot girl having to deal with life stuff, and the truth is that i have a lot of followers and a public and a lot of people that values and appreciate my job.I have think maybe i could wright stuff about my memes, very Carrie Bradshaw column idea ,but yes i think Im good at saying things a lot of girls feel identified and i think thats pretty cool.Girls say to me like "u make my day better", "u have taken me out of depression" and i think that is so sweet it makes me feel really well the fact of having a positive effect especially in girls that have mental issues, insecurities, relationship problems, by making my images kind of ironically kind of tragic but also like a hot cool independent girl that don't want drama in her life but she is constantly struggling with it and with her mind.Also it all involves and aesthetics and everything, haha is kind of a movement of mental ill girls. 

And well i don't know what would happen in the future but i have faith that i would do something i like, todays blog is called diva gets to face reality (tragic) .

Xoxo Divamaria

I deserve to be a fashion icon

Its hard to think at this point what would be my favorite thing to work in the future,but to be honest and being very dreamy  i wish  i was a paid  cool influencer , i have great style and taste i would defenitly be a fashion icon and a sex symbol. I would love to always eat delicius things at fancy restaurants go to the gym,have tons of exclusive brand clothes of collection and taking pictures of my outfits in aesthetics cute places. Pay a rent and a glamorous life just by being myself. I know is kind of egocentric but the thing is that,that kind of things make me happy and i belive i deserve a diva life. Maybe i have seen to much sex and the city and im a shopaholic im just  so obssesd about collection exclusive clothes vintage and of cool brands, baby phat,moschino,miss sixty, dolce gabanna but everything is so expensive, and the truth even i could have a sugar daddy i just dont want to have any compromise with man because im in my femcel era. People always judge and think wanting this kind of things are shallow but i just feel so free being honest with what i like,and how taylor swift says haters going to hate!

Xoxo diva Maria 

Diva Summer 2022

 

I think my best vacation ever was kind of short but, after working all summer it felt so good.This summer of 2022 i spend it since December till mid February working, well first of all i have to say i worked in a job, that made me feel, good and productive, and well...i love money. I love fashion and I worked all summer as an assistant of dressing in commercials, and all though it sounds very glamorous, its not always like that u got every day minimum 12 hours, and u get so tired, everyone wakes up really early, sometimes i even was awake like about 20 hours,but u eat a lot,know great people, and learn so much.Actually i also worked there because i understand well English so i get to talk it and i love it. I have worked all summers but this one i felt so good when i had free days because i had money from different productions so i could go to have drinks with my best friend, buy myself things i needed and eat whatever i want when i want it.All that was to make the contrast that even i love money and work and summer the last week of February i had vacations and went to the north, near Ovalle my uncle lives there and i was with my family, that felt good, i ate deliciuos food,took long walks, i was in the sun  i went to the beach, i love Ovalle i go there since im little so theres something about that city that i just love i think its so pretty, there is a great fair of vegetables, goat cheese,fruits,fish,spices ,olives and i love to buy the new corn of the year it so sweet, i love beans grains,bassil and i could be all day saying that i like about it but what i most like is the used clothes fair, there i have found my favorite Prada and Coach originals bags, linnen dresses, and a lot of fine china mugs and plates and i love to have a collection of clothes and objects. I got to see movies and rest before coming back to Santiago and even though it was short i enjoyed a lot.

XOXO Diva Maria.